Wow. I don’t even know where to begin. I have so many new members on the website! WELCOME I can’t believe this. I have met some of the COOLEST people since I started doing the Portsmouth Farmer’s Market. I mean the most amazing, bright people. Reading at this market has completely changed my life. When I say things like “It was just a lot of energy.” It doesn’t mean I don’t love it. I started getting so overwhelmed by how many people I was reading every Saturday. Luckily, I met another amazing reader who is now swapping weekends with me. So if you come see me and I am not there, trust her. She is awesome. I hated giving up my every weekend gig, but I had to I am a mom first and foremost. If I drain my energy every single weekend, then I have nothing left to give my babies. I do miss it though. I feel like something is missing on the weekends I don’t read at the market.
Starting a new business has been the scariest thing I have ever done. The financial guilt that I feel when things don’t go the way I think they will when we are already in a rough spot, is so much to bear. I have done a lot of things trying to find my place in the world. I thought that finally finding it would be so freeing, but it’s even more scary than when I set out to start this business. What people want is… me? They don’t want the candles and sprays. They want my advice, my readings. WHAT?! I love to meet new people, but now that I am starting to get to know your faces… That is where the love is for me. Having repeat sitters (clients) is the best part. I am so happy with the way my reading business has been going, but what is next for me? I know there is more to this. I am considering branching out and doing events and parties. It is just so scary putting yourself out there. I bet everyone who reads this can relate. No matter what you choose to be in life. I said choose… I don’t think I chose this. I think I was chosen for this. This is what I was put here to do. Help people.
I do. I help people. Not in the same way a nurse or doctor can, but in a spiritual way. People sit down nervous, sad, and lost. Then they leave with an idea of where they need to step next. They leave with clarity. Let me just humble myself here and admit that I get it wrong, I do. I am not always on the dot, but I can honestly say I think I get it right more, AT LEAST that is the feedback I have received. It’s just so easy for me to read people. The cards are my tools, but I know I don’t need them. I truly think I could sit down with a pen and paper and just go. I am not a fortune teller. I am not predicting your death. I am opening your subconscious soul so you can hear it. This will be its own post, so I won’t get too far into it.
I just want to take a moment to express my gratitude to all of my new clients. I have met hundreds of people over the last two months, and I cannot wait to watch my business grow with you all. Thank you.